Well it’s official – I (along with some other awesome people) finally graduated my 3 years of Bible School with a Bachelors in Divinity. Yay!
As I sit here and reflect for a moment, these last 3 years have really been an adventure – there have been ups & downs, heartbreaks & victories but altogether LOTS of growing, stretching & enlarging. I can’t believe that 3 years ago I got on a plane alone, cried my way to the United States of America to start Bible School … and now I have graduated, am engaged and moving back to America with my new hubby in January. WOW!
Serving God is so.much.fun!
But one thing that lately has been a recurring question in my heart and mind is: am I constantly remembering (remaining constantly aware of) Who and what I am doing this for?
I think it is so easy to get caught up in going from season to season… high school to university…university to employement… employement to making an impact in your sphere of influence. It is easy to get so caught up in the fast-paced day-to-day activities, that we tend to forget the bigger picture. We move on to a new season or thing with not much of a thought except, “well, on to the next thing…”
There is a song by Michael W Smith that I love, and it goes –
“I’m coming back to the heart of worship, where its all about You, it’s all about You, Jesus.
I’m sorry Lord for the thing I’ve made it, when it’s all about You, it’s all about You, Jesus“
Worship is not just when you sing & dance on a Sunday morning to the newest song. Worship is so much more – it is a life dedicated to serving God. We worship Him with our words, with our actions and when we use the talents, gifts & abilities that He has instilled in us. My life is not actually my own – everything that I do in life and everything I achieve is actually for Him – to bring Him glory, to life His Name high in the earth.
But this is where I sometimes feel that I miss it. See, in the craziness of life, I forget Who I am actually doing this all for. I forget that I didn’t go to Bible School for myself – I went because God called me to be a voice to my generation and a proclaimer of His Word. This blog is not actually about me, its about Him. Our next season is not about me, its all about Him.
Sometimes I literally have to take a step back, close my eyes and take a moment to remember that this is all for God. The criticisms or the congratulations actually don’t matter in relation to what HE would say. Am I hurting His heart by making this life about me? Have I made all the things that He has told me to do a mere task on a checklist? Or am I living a life that is all for Him?
The prayer of my heart is that I never forget that. That I never get so caught up in the things of life that I forget the real motive & intent of my actions and my accomplishments. This is ALL for HIM!
When I remember Him first – I remain focused with an eternal perspective – that life is actually much bigger than just me. And it is when we have an eternal perspective, there is more of a strength within us, more of a grace about us and more of a passion comes from us. We are fully aware that we are a vessel being used for the Master’s work & He is sure to take care of every detail – from the tiny to the gigantic.
Whatever you do in life, I encourage you to remember that it is God who created you, God who called you and God who will sustain you. It doesn’t matter if you are working within the ministry, or are a doctor, teacher, accountant or even still a student – when you remember Who you are doing what you are doing for and why you are doing it – everything will be so much more significant.
“He has made everything beautiful and appropriate in its time. He has also planted eternity [a sense of divine purpose] in the human heart [a mysterious longing which nothing under the sun can satisfy, except God] – yet man cannot find out (comprehend, grasp) what God has done (His overall plan) from the beginning to the end.” (Ecclesiastes 3:11 AMP)
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